Sunday 16 October 2011

两年了,时光流逝。说是放下了,可是心中对您的思念依然没减。也许最后那三年,我们真的很多时间在一起,所以身边的很多事与物都会让我想起您。


想到mee siam, 就想到你。上超市,多希望还是你在推着购物车,陪我逛。周六早上,多希望还能陪你去咖啡店吃半生熟鸡蛋。和你在一起的时候,我就好像回到一个小女孩一样,可以和爸爸撒娇。


又是十月,又是秋天,前天停留在我床上的飞蛾是您吗?是您来看我了吗?


心还是在痛,眼泪还是会流。很想能再次牵到你的手,很希望能再拥抱你,永远那么爱你,爸爸。。。。

Monday 29 August 2011

Arrggghhh....

Am I impatient? or is she totally stubborn? Guess different pple will tell me different answers. But she's really testing my limits. I know I shd not, I know I promised him, but why cant she be more like him? I would love to live the rest of her life with her if she's more like him, seriously. But if she continues to be like that, I think my life will be shortened too.
ok ok, go on and call me unfilial. I dun care!

Monday 9 May 2011

Just shut up!

Mouth: Hey, would you just stop talking and let me enjoy peace and quiet?

Me: why? I've views and opinions and I should share it what? and when I care for pple around me, I need to let them know.

Mouth: Since when do pple believe what you say or how you see things? Do you think they trust you? Please la, it's been like that since young and you still never learn yr lesson.

Me: but...but...I believe there'll come a day when they'll see my truthfulness and believe that I'm genuine. Then they'll see my point of view.

Mouth: ya ya ya, when will that day come? will that day even come? Just shut up and save yr breath la. Nobody will agree with you, you'll always be at fault, always the one that's wrong.

Me:...................

付与真心诚意、付出了真我,可又有谁明了?当身边最亲最近的人都有所置疑的时候,你还能要求什么人明了?

爸爸,我好想你!似乎这世上只有你明白我的出发点,只有你知道我的心在哪里。