Wednesday 14 May 2008

是雨,还是泪?

今早的天气很悲。老天是在为最近天灾的罹 难者流泪?还是在反射我的心情?茫然。。。

傍晚的天气很“空”,我的脑袋也变得空空的。可是“空空”的当儿,为什么又要来个晴天霹雳呢?

医生确定了老爸是肺癌和淋巴癌,第四期!!!!

我的心很痛,很痛。怪的是,我哭不出来。。。还是。。。

我的超镇定让我自己害怕。。。我害怕面对爸妈。。。我害怕面对即将到来的一切。。。

一觉醒来之后,能否一切都是一场梦呢?


2 comments:

BeLive said...

Hi Carol,

You may seem weak, that's be'cos everything is rushing onto you all of a sudden. When the dust have settled, you will see the giant arising in you.

My first week in US saw me wanting to pack up and go home but now, I have strength that's beyong my own understanding. I know our situations are different but we share one thing in common, we are all women and we have this ferocious fighting instinct.

Take Care. Whether you are into religion or not, you are in my prayers.

Shirley

mummytay said...

Thank you Shirley! I will push on.